I think I need to take a break from this particular blog. It has some themes which I have to either confront or accept. I know this, but apparently I'm not ready to either confront or accept. I need some time to feel and stew. To let the distress wash over me, claim me, and then release me. And the me that I will be then, she may come back here. Or she may move on, because her life and world will be different, and she may not be spicy chai anymore.